My pain life

im so tired for all of tis,
every day sad, every day cry,
wat can i do afterthis?
dream?
when tis life will be end?
when my life can become happy again?
last night know something that i not really wan to know?
why? why give me see it ??
sadness for all about it,
a whole night cant sleep very well,
i lost my way,
left? right? up? down?
i ady dunno how to walk...
every day smile, but not really come from my heart,
so pain all of this,
my tears ady dry,
this is my LIFE